The comic seems obviously offensive at first glance: A woman with an ambiguously colored skin tone, with thick curves, spots a book lying on the ground.
She picks it up and begins going through a radical physical transformation in which she becomes more petite, dressed in more conservative clothing and has distinctively white skin.
But it’s creator says people are missing the point and he’s kind of embarrassed it ever became an issue.
The comic strip became the subject of intense criticism on social media when Cyntia Hijar posted it to her Twitter feed with the caption: “According to this picture, reading weakens muscle tone, and in addition to that it makes you look white and almost European and makes you cut your hair too. Just ignore that picture, one can read and remain black and dress as one wish.”
However, the artist behind the piece who goes by the name “Sortimid” said the comic strip has nothing to do with race, feminism, or any other flashpoint at the center of cultural identity.
Instead, he says it’s simply an extremely niche form of fetish pornography called “transformation porn,” in which people undergo radical transformations in physicality, gender and all sorts of other attributes.
In this case, he says he was commissioned to create a piece that takes the niche bit of transformation porn called “bimbo transformation” even further. This particular genre typically involves someone becoming a “hyper-feminine, hyper-sexualized caricature,” but the person who commissioned the piece wanted to see the process in reverse.
Other examples on Sortimid’s deviant art page show the niche fetish in its more traditional form, which is usually hinged to a darkly comedic premise.
A number of Sortimid’s fans have risen to his defense but he nonetheless apologized for the controversy.
And in an interview with BuzzFeed tried to bring some transparency to his community, something he never thought would be necessary:
“Perhaps it was naïve of me to assume it was ‘just another transformation.’ People don’t see it as ‘porn’ so they assume it must be a statement. Their criticism is valid. I apologize for advancing those stereotypes. I strive to create erotica that is both sexy and feminist. It seems, in this case, I have failed spectacularly and for that, I apologize. If there’s anything I can do to make up for it, please let me know.”
In a more detailed post on his site, he writes:
To clarify: the image IS sexist. My work IS sexist. If that turns you on, then great! Enjoy fapping! It’s meant to be a fantasy! But if you use my work to justify your behavior and real-world beliefs, you might want to do some soul-searching.
And he’s also having a little self-deprecating fun, sharing alternate versions of the comic strip that people have created on his Twitter feed:
This article originally appeared on GOOD.